---no regrets---

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2007-03-28T19:24:00.001+08:00

loving you aint easy,letting you go is just as difficult

2007-03-28T19:00:00.000+08:00

new class new life

2007-03-28T18:52:00.000+08:00

a new life begins

2007-01-14T12:03:00.000+08:00

howdy people.well so long nvr blog.so sry ppl.bt nt many people come to my blog so is okay.been in anderson junior college for like 2 wks.

Orientation is over and i m glad to inform everyone that probably aj has the shortest orientation span of 3 three days in the whole singapore.studying forms an intergal part of the culture there i guess.library is aj peeps hangout.books is the weapons attached to aj people.

well can feel the heat and the intense pe training.well,guess is good character building and muggerism is for good grades.people there is pretty nice and friendly.no regrets going there.having lectures and well kinda like the system there.walk here walk there wont sleep too much.cca is also muddled because there is only a few varieties i can choose frm.nevertherless,as far i am concerned,if my grades can satisfy the requirements into continuing my course in aj i will not transfer.15 points i guess.and on the other hand i doubt i be transfering to another school even if i gt super godlike grades.aj's the place i will and shld stay.there's a compelling force inducing me to stay on.two years is nt a long time,yet it could be the beginning of many happy things.miracles,self belief and faith is all i need to make things right.i will nt screw up again.i mus create a destiny for myself and let it last forever...

hectic week

2006-12-15T09:55:00.000+08:00

well..this week is so hectic.i am out like everyday?yesterday gt my PAE application.gotten AJC.my 3rd choice.was saddened at first.but well every cloud has its silver lining.even if arts in AJC isnt good,i believe it will be easier to get a scholarship or something?like what someone said,it isnt the school that make the students.it is the students that make the school.after that went for pri school chalet at Aloha Loyang.super far.went there then eat lunch after that learn a few games.

Asshole Taidi
Water game
Snap

Asshole Taidi is the same as Taidi jus that it can hold to more than 4 people.3 diamond and 3 clubs will take the extra two cards if 5 people is playing.the final loser after the whole complete game is branded as an asshole and the next turn he must give two of his best cards to the final winner of the last game.the second loser will give to the second winner.this time is one card.the winners will give respectively one and two of their worst cards.if the Asshole manage to win a set and start a new suit, the 3 diamond become the largest and two spades the smallest.until the asshole wins another set,this will remain in place

Water game.ah is fun.
take a deck of cards.suit does not matter.number does

king-all the guys drink
queen-all the girls drink
jack-all drink
ten-pick someone to drink
nine-everyone except you drink
eight-everyone raise up their hand,slowest drink
seven-count in numbers,anything to do with seven say'up',for eg,21 27 42, failure to do so,drink
six-you drink
five-put ur hand on the floor,last one drink
four-confession card.you confess something about urself,those who are not inline with you drinks
three-category card.you name a category.the people in a circle will say something in the category.failure to do so drink
two-rule card.you can make any rule in the game as long it does not clash with the rules in place
ace-toilet break you can use anytime

rules
each penalty is half a cup of water
use of vuglarities is banned .whoever uses it drinks
cannot say drink drank drunk and whatever to do with the root word drink
and any rules that is made

snap...count one two three.jack is wildcard so snap.if ur number is inline with the number you called out.you snap.if a pair comes out snap.the one who fail to do that takes the deck of cards

after that we went swimming in the pool at 1am and gt chased out...

twinkle twinkle little stars

2006-12-11T11:16:00.000+08:00

The past few days are crazy.20 games of scrabble in 3 days 2 nights.this is crazy and torturous.brain cells are drooping by the minute.well but i immensely enjoyed the experience.it is a one hell of a time making new friends.the male dominated the woman in the scrabble realm;the only female species there were the aunties.i must be pretty tough to survive that.made many new friends and realised few similar pattern and trend in them.also the horrible dirty truth in some countries.well feasted well and enjoyed the trip very much.
However,looking at the date now feeling that school is gonna start soon filled me with a sense of disatisfaction and resentment.i will strive to enjoy every part of the remaining of the holiday.the pae results gonna be announced soon.o great.i have no idea where will i be going now.well gonna go to slp nw.pretty tired.

spring

2006-12-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

long time no post.kinda lazy about it.well first thing Os are over i guess?Os was a diaster as humanties was really a shocking subject because we did not expect some things to appear and yet it did.n it was my depending subject.and guess wad.i'm applyin for humanties scholarship..so how?pray for the best.i really want the scholarship.i do not care about the money but i really have the passion in studying humanties and the scholarship will really serve as a carrot for me to work harder.yea enuff about studies .and too much thing was cramming up after Os so well kinda bz..first i have to do a 1 wk long CIP for my hours for my CCA.kinda sian so stone there everyday at the new campsite.i must say our school is considered a paradize as compared to the new camp site.after that was chalet plus prom.kinda poor arrangement.most people stay for a day and well it wasnt well planned but it served to bond the class together.at some point, it kinda work.a blessing is diguise.hmm.also gt 2 sad things happened to me recently.kinda sian so like dun feel like going out and well everytime wanna go out will halfway cancel.well prom was wow cool.everyone look chio and shuai.i had my contemplations on the choice of going but since is once a lifetime affair, i do not wanna regret it.well, took pics with a few people and this will be the most cherished memories i carry away for bpghs.yesterday was scrabble com.well i didnt phonied(means i played rather fair and square) and i almost had the top word and high game score.guess cheating really works it way in scrabble.next time i shld do that too again.well gonna appear on tv soon.but i be in like malaysia for another competition.9 december 1.30pm at kids central.rather kiddo show but well it beats having nothing to flim for.i won 2nd yesterday and well a measerely prize of 25 bucks.gosh.times are bad.no wonder gst is increasing.gonna get my PAE application results for JC on the 14th i guess.wish me luck.

signing off
alvin

Heating Up

2006-10-15T21:38:00.000+08:00

Wow how many more days to Os man..Shrugs..SS i only revised 2 parts the max.Merger and separation and Northern Ireland causes.and history?Probably only causes of ww2.Shrugs!Well been slacking nowadays.Went to friend's hse on fri,then grandma bday den yesterday was jc shopping plus bro bday.2 days blasted!Now i noe the value of 24 hours.haha.but today i did chemistry!and 1 question of a maths!decided to do it tmr and slack!since i can revise at home soon,i will still have time.No sweat man!anw my computer spoilt.good thing.temptations will not be too great.still,i gt my bro com.well unless all of 5 more computer and laptops spoil,i dont think i will be off computers.
Well,actually wanna post this long ago but have no time to do so.I realised that everyone wears a mask,and some have already taken off already.For the sake of fun,bootlicking and all crap,people i thought are okay are not okay.No wonder people say never to offend woman.Well i guess the person who talked about me is also partly a woman?Gossipy rumor spreader and nothing better to do?wad kinda education the person has?must have blasted its brains;conscience eaten up by dogs;mouth enlarged by screwdriver.Well i shdnt be affected,since it want me to be affected.I shld remain as I am and not cause it to achieve its doggy aims.Every dog has its bad day.I am here to make sure it witness its bad day for eternity and never to climb out from the abyss of hell.

signing off
alvin

forging on

2006-10-01T20:48:00.000+08:00

Many a times we are just rushing through our life,never stopping to realise what we are all working for.Aims and Inspiration--our humane character traits which distinguish us from the other warm-blooded friends in the other parts of the world, are what we should constantly stop and think.In accordance to I Not Stupid movie, we are just like masses of sugar cane drinks,awaiting our brain juices to be drained out and becoming a staple source of income for the economy to boost.In other words,we are just like machines working aimlessly day after day,without a fixed purpose in life.We often hear from people that human are an intelligent life force,but I question the credibility of this statement.How in the world are we reduced to a nation of morons,learning the culture of other countries and not preserving ours?Singlish---Singapore English, why must we change to British English or American English and learn the way of speaking while they do not need to learn our way?Is it fair?Singlish could probably be one of the few valuable culture we have left in Singapore and it could probably identify us as a nation.We have been always adopting copying other people culture and language,so what if we are prosperous?We don't have an identity to show that we are unique!We are only a mixture of other countries' cultures and roots and thus do not have an identity!We must be proud of ourselves.We are Singaporeans,we must be PROUD to be one,we can speak Singlish with pride,We can make Singlish an official language in the world too!We do not need to copy everything from other people,we must have an identity.If not,we are in danger of losing our true self,finally which,we might even lose our nation.Be proud in whatever you do.
Let's now talk about a particular example in a particular school in a particular planet.So what if the students got less distinction rates than other schools?Does that make us a failure?We are not the same.Please do not compare us.People tend to look at the negative side of life,that is why human are never contented.Has the head of the particular school ever reflected on himself or herself and realise that the students have excelled in other attributes instead of the usual ones?Why does this school have to make the school examinations so difficult and not wanting to moderate for the benefits of the students so they can have an easier life the year after?Have they no faith in the students?Do they feel that after a fall,only one will pick himself up and carry on with life?Does the head of that particular school knows that perhaps the students there know how to think and that moderation will aid in the students to have a better life in the next year and not leave fifty percent of the students 'homeless' the year after for the first three months?Have they no sympathy,empathy and love?Or are they merely making the students work extra hard for the benefit of making the school have a better reputation?If so,the students are really pathatic as other school are aiding so much and the students of that particular school are at a losing end.The school is not a very distinguished school and so no moderation will results in good students from that schools competing with average students from other schools for a place in college as the latter are all aided!Sigh!Someone should bring the matter and highlight the importance of it so that the future generations will benefit from this.But,a lepoard will never change its spots i guess.

signing off

ACJC---are yu in my grasp?

2006-09-27T17:04:00.000+08:00

ACJC!!!Will you accept me?Well my prelims done pretty well( better than i expected),English B4(hopefully can push to b3),E Math B3(hopefully can push to A2),A Math(F9!!!argh!!!!studied so hard and all i get is this!),Chinese (A1),Chem(A2 hopefully by some luck can push to A1),Physics(D7 never study but nevertheless hope to pass),Eng Lit(A2,hopefully can push to A1 with 5 marks moderation???),Humanites Combined(A1),L1R5=13...dont wanna go to PJ or JJ,feel that i studed too hard and it is like so sad lor if i cannot go...haiz..moderation please come!

signing off
alvin

blue blue day,yawn yawn day

2006-09-21T18:57:00.000+08:00

The lure of sleep allured me this whole morning.Well i usually sleep every afternoon after every paper.then yesterday go gai gai.so very sleepy lor..must not develop this habit man.if not holiday how to enjoy?imagine going out with my friends,halfway thru at 2pm,hey people i gonna sleep now.is my nap time!!!that will be so funny lor!got back my history results today.a1...happy bah.improved..but half paper nia..doesnt mean anything.so many people do well lor.well,but my personal improvement is that i finally escalated to l5 answers for essays.yes!happy leh!after that got jc talks lor.i am so inspired;aspired;influenced to enter acjc!!!!maybe can set up scrabble club there:x...cool leh!hahaha...then innova sounds cool but well upon advice from teachers,it is not well established so therefore it is really a calculated risk to go there.well,acjc on the other hand really looks(looks can be deceiving??) as if they have a dynamic and wholesome culture.vibrant heartbeat .but a mugger sch!!!see my senior so hardworking also mug like siao there..is there a jc which secure good grades plus no need mug?anyone pls tell me?

signing off
alvin

Finale of Prelims

2006-09-20T21:31:00.000+08:00

Whoots!The one,the hardest , the craziest , the unstoppable....... Prelims is finally over!!!After the one paper of chem which i mug like mad,i went home to have my well deserved vacation at Dreamland.After that went to my friend house chill awhile then proceeded to PS.Well,arcade,den go gai gai lor..den pool lor..den dota lor..same usual stuffs..almost can predict wad we gonna do le..well most importantly, i went to breathe in some town air.been sickened with the country air amist CCK,BPGHS.Tmr getting back results,will it be a good thing or bad?well the future is uncertain.only time will reveal what is there.What will be will be.Que sera sera.haha!pardon my highness.well been suffocated with nothing but work for past one month.and papers are so tough.if i noe,i rather slack.den Os piah.den somemore can get good progress award.now neither here nor there.hope to go jc seh!

signing off
alvin

Interlude of my Secondary four life

2006-09-18T17:04:00.000+08:00

In a twinkling of an eye, my prelims are about to conclude.Well,it's pretty screwed?I do not understand why my school had to set such difficult papers for most of the subjects.Is it because of the kiasuness of the Singaporeans that affect even the most educated Brahmins in the society---the teachers?Well,our prelims is the stepping stone to our first three months of our JC life.How can they do this to us?Other schools moderate their papers for their students to do well.We,get to slack for the first three months with a high aggreate score of above 20 pts?My gosh,i want to study!!!(never expect me to say that eh?)I dont see the point of wasting the first three months of next year!And half of our school's students will do that according to my friend even after moderation?This is so degrading man!On a happier note,exams are over and i am going to rest for a week:)

signing off
alvin

prelims

2006-08-27T16:07:00.000+08:00

Wootz..Once in a life time O level prelim examination has begun!Am i excited or what?Of course I am!i jus screwed up my physics!Shrugs!Luckily is physics and not other subjects and luckily is not Os!Plebians!You really must applaud me for my optimism and attitude!haha!

National Day Eve

2006-08-08T16:34:00.000+08:00

Today is the eve of two birthdays.Brian and Singapore.Hmm,am i uplifting Brian to the level of nation?Well..maybe i didn't regret attending the last National Day celebration today.It wasnt as bad as i thought.Probably it was due to the bad memories of the long celebrations of the National Day in primary school.Well,cheering competitiors were not bad.Better than those in my time.Songs was okay.I mean the recorded songs.
Well,after that we went Sakae Sushi and celebrate Brian birthday.I didnt expect the girls to buy a cake for him at all.I was like not consulted at all about this secret mission plan at all?Well then want to actually catch a movie but well could not agree on the movie then just went out of the shopping centre.Brian's friend say i very not happy with him,well since when man?!I just did not smile and he said i was like not happy?Maybe if I dont like a person character or face,my face will automatically switch colour?
Anyway today i was thinking about why Singapore must celebrate so many events in school to commemorate certain ocassions.It is quite a waste of time i guess.How many people actually appreciate what is being put up for them?So,we are actually wasting these performers time and effort who take the trouble to put up this for us?I was also thinking...why is it people only laugh at mistakes and never complimenting good things people do?Is it human nature or is it following the trend?If it is the latter,who was the person who started this unkind trend.

***signing off***
alvin

Sickly Day

2006-08-07T20:47:00.000+08:00

Goodness gracious me!I got headache two days in a row!That is sure bad luck becasue i cannot study with a headache and two days are wasted!shrugs!never mind.At least i accomplished doing some questions for A Math during lessons just now.Today was a boring day.Felt letargic the moment i stepped into school.I must be sick---sick of school.And the weather is like so nice to have a sunbath in la.Is such a pity we are indoors.So we could only have a sunbath in the classroom,and getting roasted like the famous Bejing Roasted Duck.Okay,that's a digression.I think I pulled a muscle during PE just now.Must be long time never exercise.Then did not go down for recess or lunch.Felt that i was floating on air.I mean the feeling like so unreal and like taking drugs like that---so high.So dear folks,those who want to try taking drugs,please try not eating for 10 hours.You may feel the same highness too.
A disappointment again today.O level results for Chinese was not given out today.Few more days of worrying.Sigh!Anyway to supplement to my yesterday topic,do we study five days a week,(52 weeks minus holidays) for just a piece of paper?Are our actual ability really performed at the examinations?I feel that the ability to throw out all you know in a few hours is what one need to cope in an exam.Nothing much.So,our fate depends on a few hours.Not bad.Okay,why am i so cynical nowadays?Must be getting old and touchy,thanks to the examinations.I guess i be back to my happy self after the Os.So peeps,bear with my way of writing.

***signing off***
aLviN

Education

2006-08-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

Education in Singapore is very different from education in other countries.It is mainly to tailor to the needs of the economy and to make sure that young people of our country will be able to find jobs in the future when they begin to step in the working society.Singapore is a small country as it is evident because we are unable to see it clearly even with a magnifying glass in the world map.Thus, it is important to maximise our only resource---human to its fullest potential to ensure that Singapore remain a compeitive country in the world.Therefore, we cannot blame anyone that Singapore does not offer many variations of education system unlike in other countries.
I,as a student of this education system in the years of 1990s to 2000s, feel that I also fall prey to the economy demands and I am moulded according to consumer needs.Firstly,I feel that students like me who are good in one area and not good in the other areas will suffer detrimentally in the system.I am required to take eight subjects in secondary school and many of them will not be in my context in my working life when i grow up from what i garnered from people in the working world.So, why should we take so many subjects in the first place?Why can't we choose our path and head towards it immediately and we can start working probably at the age of early 20s?
Then,the controversy starts,many will argue that we students,are young and we are indecisive and if we made the wrong choice,our life is ruined.However, I only agree with this statement to a small extent.As voyagers in the path of life,risks are ineminent and only by making mistakes,we can learn from them.Many people will benefit from this new scheme of choosing our path of learning early and those who choose wrongly can choose again.There is no mistake in making mistake.Also, we should also abolish the set of thinking that at a certain age we must complete some course of education.Learning is a lifelong process so it does not matter at what age do we learn new things.What matter is we eventually learn.
So,my ideal education system is one that allows us to take whatever we wish to pursue and that even if we made mistakes,there is a chance to retake that particular module or another module without ridicule from anyone.This will benefit people who are not inclined in studying but are good in hands-on work.They are able to take on vocational training like in Switerzland and there is a path to everyone.This will in turn reduce the teenage wanderers who does not have a purpose in life because of failed grades and thus improve the society culture and life.

***signing off***
alvin

friendship

2006-08-05T21:54:00.000+08:00

I am up to my inspiration mode again and i should blog in a english manner now.Friendship as defined in my terms are close relationship between two people.So why do people make friends?A simple answer.Human are a breed which cannot stand isolation and loneliness so what do they do to solve this problem?They created a whole theory of friendship and make it so noble and lovel.In actual fact, it is merely one of their selfish reason of adding spice into their life.Okay, I know people will shoot me for what i said but people,think about it.How many friends do you have?How many of these friends do you do a lot for?How many of these friends you treat with sincerity and love?How many of these friends you treat nicely because you are merely bored and are just using them?And how many of them whom you have neglected actually cared for you alot?So what are the factors that consititute to a strong and close friendship that will last a lifetime?In actual fact,one only need a few friends in life and that will make your life enriching and fufiling. Commitment is vital in friendship.It cannot be a one party effort to keep a relationship going.For example, if one person keep asking another person to go out but to no avail,obviously the former will get fed up and stopped showing iniative.Thus, the friendship goes on a standstill. Thus, it is evident that compromise on both sides must be attained to facilitate the closeness of a relationship.For me, i feel that friends around me are quite alright but i doubt i have found a bossom friend which i could chat with a booze in my hand,drinking whilst talking everything under the sun.
I feel that friends can be classified into a few kinds:
1)Parasite friends
2)Entertainment friends
3)Study group friends
4)Bossom friends

Obviously,one should be mindful of the friends one mix with and refrain from mixing with the first kind and have a mixture of the other three kinds.Most preferbably,one only need the fourth kind as we can study and play with them and they should be more connected with us.
Quarrels and disputes are ineminent in a friendship.We can try to look at them in a positive note by thinking that they are actually cathylst to close the gap in a friendship by making both parties' differences more known and understandable to one another.After all, there are no two peas in a pond and by quarrelling and making up,both parties can understand each other mood swings,attitude and character.There is never a smooth sailing life,so how can we expect a smooth sailing relationship?

***signing off***
alvin

a success!

2006-08-05T21:38:00.000+08:00

yo ppl!well becoz someone suaned me i didnt blog so i shld blog nw...hmmz..this is the first weekend i did loads of work which is nt nearing the exam.***claps***in the morning,i did a maths with my bro.learnt a few more concepts again.after than i went off to my beloved slumber in my bed.wow.another record breaking sleep----2.45 hr...i muz b too exhausted frm yesterday supper at midnight with my parents...so after i woke up,i went to refresh myself..by watching tv!for 1 hr..den i proceeded to do notes for ss..yesterday i did 1 part.2 parts to go for 2day before finishing chapter 5 of s4 work.well,i did like 2 thirds before my dinner and i did all finished nw !i believed i m a solitary worker.cant study with people hovering around.and i need a cool temperature to operate my fussy brain.tt is y i usually slack during school.however when the weather is cool enuff,yu will see me doing some work..as my body temperature is hot enuff(seo arh!),so hot weather burn me upside down.so surfeiting.argh.

i plan to sell my social studies and history notes to people at a cost.haha.if tey wan..well..if i m nt wrong...it will appreciate with the nearing of prelims and Os..however that is a meceanary quality.but but but...it is understandable right?i m a pragmatic(learnt tt yesterday until siao in ss) person and the society is a practical one.so money counts.clubbing,gaming and movies cost loads of money...better start saving now..

***signing off***
alvin

my lonely day

2006-08-03T10:20:00.000+08:00

seoul garden n kooti!

2006-07-28T21:14:00.000+08:00

today is a nice day.firstly,i spend 4 hrs in seoul garden!because of early dismisal and i m nt selected to be the audience for my school's speech day.wow pretty lucky,coz i wasnt in class when my form teacher went to randomly picked the unlucky peeps.yixuan actually wan ask me go watch pirates of the caribean with her.well bt i suggested seoul garden for lunch n she no money n morever is 1.5 hr left to tt movie time.so we decided to forgo tt movie since we 2 werent keen in watching and went to pig ourselves for 4 WHOLE HOURS!at first we kept eating meat n prawns n i finally saw the singaporean side(kiasu) of everi1 theere.they take the uncooked food like nobody business?like there is no tommorow?bt within a short span of 4 hrs,i realised i have the same blood in me?i even experimented cooking prawn ommelete?Chef Alvin indeed.however Chef Alvin did not cook fast enough and mostly the ommelete became CHAO TA.den we go and eat vegetables.aft all is good for health isnt it?loads of them.if i count it shld b ard more than 8 plates?ard there?
After that we went to walk walk,muz digest food wad.so walk to some toy stores.forgotten is it kiddy palace or toysarus.we were swept to our deprieved childhood and began acting more babyish than the children there.much to my dismay,even i m acting like a small kid oggling over some toys.well we saw an ADVERTISMENT!it is one which show abt KOOTI.is basically in primary schools when we play country erasers.however they packaged it until very nice.well comercialism take place everiwhere.cant they let off a child game?anw i was quite intrigued too and since yixuan wanna buy 1,and there's 2 in 1 package which cost 3.90.i dun mind spending 2 bucks to relieve my childhood memory.then!poof!we bought it!and we play inside there!wow.!then!poof!we bot another 1?Auntie Cashier muz be thinking tt we are a child in a teenager body.bt as a professional cashier, i believed she hid her concealed gigglement inside her.aft tt i took the mrt and send her to tuition(she nerd!)...den we played on the platform with our hands as a board!how corny can it be!den we played in the mrt too!ppl must be tinking we r nuts!peanuts!well i took some pics of the KOOTI..i will try to upload when she send the pic over here.which may take yrs in accordance to with her efficency.hmm so i will bring my 2 KOOTI to sch!cool man!

***signing off***
aLviN

joy;anticipation;fear;nervousness

2006-07-25T08:36:00.000+08:00

wow nxt fri is most probably gifing bak of my chinese Os results.i reali hope pray and wish i could get an A1 lol...nw doing sm chinese project in sch...rather sian...prelims coming...well nxt sat the scrabble organizer invited me to go to a national day party.shld i go?mayb if i get A1 for chinese i will go.life's pretty monotonous nowadays..studying in school go home sleep study watch tv go online awhile.n some smses in between..lolz...my klass gone bonkers playing chinese songs now.gtg nw.ciao peeps

***signing off***
aLviN

scrabble com yet again

2006-07-23T21:24:00.000+08:00

well 2day is a stressful day.played 7 games 2day..finally my track record gt smashed of 35 games by dave yuen.well..luckily is him.if is other ppl i will cry lo.aft all he taught me scrabble.no regrets.except...money!!!!won 3rd.wif alot hard work.met alot powerhse.long time never meet gd people le.exception of my sch peeps.and chinese high peeps..so v stressed.my heart was pitpalting..dono hw to spell..well so went celebrate again..i update when i gt time.ciao ppl

nice pleasant day

2006-07-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

yo peeps.today i have taken a break from studying the books of O levels. i went for a scrabble com!i won first!plus lucky draw of 2 escape theme tickets.den my first prize was like hundred bucks(Cash!!) and 2 tickets.so when i gt my lucky draw i tot i wont be able to receive bcoz normally gt a ruling only losers can get lucky draw wad...so well pretty lucky.i gave hz la..well bt he don wan.so mayb i take back if he nt going and go wif sm peeps aft prelims.so sad expiry is till oct..if nt aft Os go more shiok.den going for B n B tis week..lol..frens wan me go lo...so go lorh..den jus now went eat sweensen wif the remainign 50 bucks mrs hoe gave.in short,damn fun...zhai.met amanda and andy and his cousin..cool
life rawks!

my week

2006-07-08T00:06:00.000+08:00

tis wk is rather a nerdy week as usual.i did quite a fair bit of hw.well i piahed so hard for e math tt i did the whole exercise 6 finish le.i tink i will amaze my seat partner again.the c5 for e math has reali shocked me.i haf nvr done so badly b4.i mean for the past 3 yrs i been getting a1 for all mid yr and end of yr exams wifout studying much.tis time bcoz of the many drawings we haf for e math,tis caused the downfall in me.the classroom is rly so hot tt everitime during lessons,the most i can do is pay attention and nt do hw.many poor brain cells will die.so mani ppl will tink i slack...well my life is in a mess and Os is coming..well...i muz do well for Os..i screw up my PSLE.the only way i can redeem myself is tis...n yet my chinese seems to haf poor hopes.the paper 1 n 2 is like so hard n the oral topic is well nt to my liking and the examiners wont let me tok..sianz lar...

life is so miserable wif Os
alvin

hmm nice weekend

2006-07-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

Term 3 of hogwarts has juz started,oops i mean bpghs...well couldnt wake up in time for the first day.i jus smack my hp off and went back to sleep.cool eh?well feeling v drained out for the first few days coz loong time nv wake up so early liao.bt aft tt being in sch is ok la..is like nvr waste time;wont make me feel guilty.also i realised i changed le,i act paid attention in klass.muz b thanks to my 2 seating partners;kah gek and xiaoting.wa they reali haf alot attention span lorh.perhaps it is contagious .so i act did my e math hw for like the first time tis yr?haha...they are a gd influence man.yest went out watched superman with andy and his lil cousin as well his her fren..i 4gtten their name.dear me...i m so old n forgetful. bt the initals of his cousin name is well yt..den during dinner i met amanda again.andy's another cousin.crapped alot.dunch haf the akwardness we haf last time n well she seemed to b smiling more?well 2day is a rather uneventful day.jus eating and watching tv and well smsing n toking on fone.which REALLY touched my consicence.shld b piahing nw haha..bt well i did abit of work..ok lar rite?so...my chi oral O level nxt wed,pretty nervous.mus score super well to get an A1 for my chinese Os..i reali dun feel like retaking the exam la..so sian.

anw i tot of a new quote;life is a bed of roses,jus be careful when you lie on it for fear of thorns..hahazz...

pissed;enraged,HOPPING MAD!

2006-06-19T19:31:00.000+08:00

Today actually should be a nice day cause i can play my bro come,however when i m online in the morning,1 irritating bugger come bug me.well since the moment i see his name i get pissed, so well i jus ignore him. after that, he pushed my limits and caused me to come brawling at him.actually this bugger pretty fortunate,i v long nvr get so pissed le, and all the resent and displeasure accumlated in me was vented in him.quite fun actually.making him speechless and go offline.
Well enough of this bugger,he spoils my day.well dotaing whole day,win every match.then chatting in msn whilst dotaing.one of my newly made fren say the end of the world is coming so y should we study so hard for?well thou i partially agree with her, however as a senior i should nt try to lead her astray.so i refute her saying that so many astrologers have already said that the end of the world is coming for quite a few occassions, but it is not. So, when a person decided to not work or study bt enjoy himself or herself cause of this mentality i tink is unwise. i feel that yu will really create an end of the world for yourself. no future. anyway about studying. Os coming in a couple of months.so sianz...after my Os i m going to have 1 wild of a time,going out play sleep.so cool rite...however so sad,1 mth only cause Os eat into my hols...l0l..den after that get results.i wish i can do well.after this hols, i must reali piah v hard..piah until cannot piah.wont go out so much n often n long...i hoped...haha..with some determination and mindpower i can do that.after all so many people call me nerd.well nerd to them.bt sm nerds call me slacker.so what i m?nerd or slacker?

***signing off***
aLviN

thanks to my beloved jie

2006-06-12T11:03:00.000+08:00

wootz..my blog so nice liao..thx to my jie..mingrui!!!hahaz..i m reali a kultz in doing blog man...hmm...well half the june hols haf passed n i haf like quite slack n well did sm work...oso i won 80 bucks in popular vouchers..ani1 interested in buying frm me?well my mood haf significantly levitated up liaoz...i no longer feel tt sad or wad...life still haf to go on liao...well should i pusure scrabble like sm ppl in chinese high do...go into recreational level n play wif adults..hmmz..i nt reali sure...haha..bt can earn money nt bad..or vouchers...haha...

2006-05-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

fuck off man. i nvr trust yu ani longer..yu can act so hyporcite i cant...sry to say tt unless a miracle happen our frenship will b gone with the wind.

happi bdae to me

2006-05-06T08:19:00.000+08:00

i m v touched 2dae..yest at ard 12 grace n amelia wished me..amelia so nice la..she cannot slp late still stay up..den end up i slp thru my bdae..haha..too tired frm exam n yest i went out..den grace unexpected la...hha..din reali expect her to stay up thou i noe she will rmb..den nw my mum n my jie,si jia wished me!wa i feel i m the most fortunate person ard..is only 8am...n according to my mum i was born like ard evening 16 yrs ago!ahaha...

***signing off***
aLviN

i love you

2006-04-02T12:34:00.000+08:00

i realise that after all the foolish decisions i made throughout my secondary sch life...i reali want to make one good decision today.i love a gurl.she says wait till o level finish den talk abt it..well i may not stand a chance even..she is too heavenly aft all..bt i decided to wait..it may be a foolish decision to some as i may not even stand a chance..but well,life is all about taking chances..i reali love her too much to do anitin..she is the only one who truly understand me and i can reali talk very comfortably with.well i reali hope to be with her as i feels that she is the only one i be truly happy with.the rest are all facades...so i decided to prove my faithfulness by making my own resoultions.
1. i will not go out with any girl in solo dates anymore.
2.i will not purposely get to know ani gurl aniwhere,anitime and ani method.
3.i will not sms or call ani gurl unless neccesary.
that is probably all i can tink of now..bt reali if the gurl who i like visited this blog i b like so pai sei..haha...bt i reali hope that i can move yu wif my actions...mayb yu tink me of a flirt..we reali nvr talk abt tis..bt i prove to yu i b faithful n loyal to yu..i will wait...no matter hw long it is..

in sch bloggin wow

2006-03-02T09:25:00.000+08:00

life's so montonous nowadays...homework, sleep and food shrrounded my life.i thought about this recently.we have studied 10 years already.or rather putting it in a nicer manner,we have seeked knowledge for 10 years.but to some people who is not interested in the kind of studies we are pursuing,is it also counted as wasting 10 years of our life.well also the day before as i was talking to my parents about the life i will lead next time, i casually mentioned about i will rather lead a simple and serene life rather than a busy and bustling life. the reason i gave, what's the point of leading a life filled with work and neglecting our love ones while when we retire,we expect them to be there for us. i disagree with this. however, my parents disagree with what i say,they felt in order to retire comfortably in our golden years,we mus slog in our early stage of our life.however, what is the point of enjoying our golden years when maybe some of our sense are impaired or maybe leave the world.i feel we should strike a balance in life, enjoy to the best we can in our adult life and live a life without regret.well bell jus rang,so i got to go for my next lesson now.

***signing off***
aLviN

bluey black loool

2006-01-23T21:03:00.000+08:00

is a blue n black mon as usual...nt fun n funni happened..well memoirs of geisha is nice lo...1 of the nice movies i will reccomend...i not stupid too oso ok ok ba..if yu wan laughter go i nt stupid..cos tere are sm stupid jokes tt will surely tickle yu off..den geisha is sm wad the history n culture of japan...worth watching...i gt cough again.haiz..i hate it la..v long to recover...den i m like gulpin water now n den...so sian..cant eat fried food...cny hw!den scrabble gt 5 new s1s join..lol...so small so short..lol!gt potential bt well i doubt we can win anitin tis yr with yuntong n rong en gone..sure die le lar...lolz..go tere throw face..well done a math wow```..din expect tt..bt still owe alot hw dono y taggin here...den wanna thank melia for gettin bak my taggie board aft she lost it..she guide it bak to its orginal path i guz...well goin to slack now le..cya

**signin off**
aLviN

My Life

2006-01-17T21:20:00.000+08:00

My life for the recent few weeks haven been very smooth sailing, in fact i met alot obstacles..probably ever since school started,i haven been reali happi.
firstly,stress...parents have been stressin mi..cant stand it..can tey jus gif mi a break...i m so tired.smtimes jus wanna gif up..slp hibernate n heck studies,cum on la...cant i destress myself my playin games watchin tv n use com.is nt a sinful deed rite.as if i killed ani1...
den love life in a mess...haiz...
den frens...haiz..stress bt now ok le bar...

well actually wanna post long long...bt no time..

****signin offf***
aLviN

TO ALVIN SEO

2006-01-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

whee! so many things happened today.but shall not say it here. hahas. i am just typing for the sake of typing and for fun. anyways. thanks for allowing me to put a entry up though i dunno what i'll be typing. and also thanks for allowing me to change yur blog template and not being worried abt yur blog. hahas. coz i dunno a single thing abt all this. oh wells. i wanna try to change yur template to smth else now. coz its so black and dull. hahas. maybe to pink since yu dun mind. just wanna thank yu for all the small little things yu've done. :) and yes, i know all yur passwords to everything already. hahas. too bad.

yur gd fren,
Amelia

sadness personified

2005-12-30T11:50:00.000+08:00

haish..i screwed up sm1 test larh.a math..haiz..nvm at least another person will get 50...lolz...haiz..well been down these few daes...haiz...bt well wanted to dedicate tis post to my dearest friend hu haf stood by mi for 3 yrs enduring all my nonsenical crap,outburst of anger and sharing my joy n happiness.she is amelia pang mei yi.yesterday although she gt an ulcer in her mouth and v sleepy..we talk frm 11 to 2am.she nwadays dun slp so late n yet she spare time for me.although sadness nvr goes away.she manage to numb the pain in mi for tt 3 hours and i was happi again for tt 3 hours in 3 daes.seldom i sad n when i sad the oni person hu can cheer mi up is melia.she is great.i m v grateful to her for all the tings she done for me.like yest...when the whole earth was crumblin down on me,she was tere to hold it up for me.i m seldom sad so well sadness reali cause mi to b vunlerable n i m still nt used to the taste..haiz...oni she noe hw great the blow has been to me.no1 noes..everi1 tot i m ok...haiz...anw thank you amelia!yu r the best:)

to soh huimin!

2005-12-19T22:32:00.000+08:00

i will buy sm knives for yu to mass sucide

holidae!!!!!!

2005-12-19T21:06:00.000+08:00

goin malaysia tmr yeah...will miss alot frens...hmm 2dae i asked her the q..guz either tmr or nxt wk she will gif mi an ans...wish it will b a positive ans...aniwae i goin malasyia to buy xmas gifts...haha..hopefully gt cheap sale or smth...buy melia sm barbie doll la..buy yx sm books..hahahah...buy rick doll of his love 1..ahaha..n find andy the 1 he wans in malaysia..hahah...

***signin off***
alviN

nerdy weekends

2005-12-04T16:17:00.001+08:00

well guz ppl wad m i up to these few daes...nvr will yu ppl guz it...studyin...gt super lots of tuition frm my bro..sianz...den cant go out cos i m reali so broke liao.....haish...den yst missed andy call if nt can go chill at lot1 so sian larhh....den spent whole dae smsin...nite barh..den call sm of my frens...which 1 did nt contact fer umpteen yrs le...lol...mayb too serious...a few mths larhh...wkends is always so borin for mi cos cannot go out wif my buds n sm ppl..well goin to play dota cya..

***signin off***
aLviN

nerdy weekends

2005-12-04T16:17:00.000+08:00

yawnx

2005-12-02T16:56:00.000+08:00

2dae parents went vistin grandpa.i go n meet her again lo...lunch tepan yaki .den go buy keychain.den she gtg again.always so short.yst went sweensen den neoprint..lol...den nw stonin at hm msgin n msnin..dono tmr shld go out.v sian.wanna slack tmr..rick n andy cumin bak tmr...so yeah kinda gd...gd lan partners again..

***signin off***
aLviN

life is nt bad aft all

2005-12-01T21:19:00.000+08:00

aft dotain for so mani daes n goin for band, i finally found sm life 2dae.i went out wif my fren n haf a gd time although is a short time.yea is the moments thou short bt i will cherish man..is been long since i haf such fun..nice lunch yea...thou it burnt a hole in my pocket.well den i met my gd fren n well,catch up..we still feel close n well life is so bright aft all..thou is a tirin dae..bt i feel is a dae worthwhile and yea...thou cant watch movie tt is so sad

***signin off***
aLviN

borin dae

2005-11-22T19:49:00.000+08:00

yawnx...ftp is finally over n yea...past few daes abit harvoc.went watch harry potter wif mok n rick...stay over at his hse on fri the same dae..haha.man my buddies are cool...hahaz...hangin out wif dem is so much fun...hahaz.well andy go china.amelia go dono which ulu island.derrick go genting.man...so sian.all my gd frens go out.yinlin den gt cousin...den chin hao wif his 'fren'...man...life sux...so borin..whole dae rot at hm la...die oso no1 noe

***signin offf***
aLviN

halfwae thru ftp

2005-11-13T17:38:00.000+08:00

ftp(forward track program) is so borin n a wet blanket.it spoils all my programmes man..sianzo..well yst was rather fun..supposed to go out wif mok,ger n chenying, bt changed to tmr..see ftp make mi so tired..dono if i will slp thru the movie tmr..well yst went play lan as usual..wif rick n andy..den play random.haha..we win everi game we play..well shiok lo..andy becomin gd xia..well can set up a clan le.haha..den went andy hse play mahjong.well his sis damn lucky n nt bad in skills la..den went eat dinner at restaurant..andy grandma bdae..wow cool la...his whole family super cool...n nice..and so concidentally is at my club..so i noe everiwhere of the club..ahaha..wad a concidence.well lookin forward to tmr.long time nvr c tey all le..wonder tey gt change ...aniwae yst was rather sad...haiz..an opportunity lost due to my dumb acts or rather no act.haiz..if oni can can muster my courage at tt time.haiz!

***signing off***
aLviN

holidae bt nt yet holidae

2005-10-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

gd luck to those ppl who took their cl paper 2dae.hope yu all get a1s ...well..nxt wk still mus go bak sch..sian lo..ppl i dun wan c will c...sian lo.den waste half a month holidae jus liddat.wad a waste..well guys are reali zhong se qing you...fer a gurl tey can neglect frenship man..comparin gd frens to gurls..gd frens still lose..although i m nt sae exactly tt saintly...bt well, i try to strike a balance between them..well n gurls are so foolish.or rather luv is..wad is the pt of luvin sm1 hu dun haf crediblity.well prob i dun understand the meaning of luv.bt well...i tink tt prob we haven experience luv at all.mayb oni jus mi.i dono.luv is like gifin all yu haf without return..bt hw mani of us want their partners to reciprocrate..well..this is called lust..haaiz...well frm nov i gonna study fer o level..nt reali my cup of tea.bt well fer the sake of pleasin my mum and gettin bak my com , i haf to agree.mornins all burnt fer mi frm nw on..wad a waste..well i tot tmr will be fun as can go out..well it b jus as fun starin at com and the 4 walls of my rm..mayb go play lan..bt sian...i m nt a com freak n i dun derive lots of pleasure in playin com..jus a wae to waste away time..i prefer goin out n chillin ard prob cos i m more extrovert..or crappy.and i cant expect my com to tok to mi rite?well...2day andy was so cool..askin mi go out wif his fren hu is act my fren whom i intro to him.wad an oxymoron.if i haf known i will prob stay hm or go out wif rick.feel so bad towards rick..sry rick..see i sae guys are zhong se qing you..well aniwae i tink gurls are super rich..guys treat dem and well tey still receive more allowance than guys...

---signing off---
aLviN

results

2005-10-19T23:25:00.000+08:00

wellzie...i get 2a or 3...history a2.ss nt..a math gt a2..well i m nt surprised..paper is quite ez...haaz.bt i m bemused by wad ppl sae...well...den full lit krishna tt 1 i study so hard bt fail..12 nite i din study den i gt a...sian lo...i write orsino is a sincere lover.well i tink so wad..those studyin full lit...no meh?at least in act1...well..marker saes i argued nt bad..by twisitin all the words ard..like 1 self king.haaz.tt is so crazy..i din noe y i m writin..den history n ss i slack..well mayb ms tay is rite..i m complasion.haaz.dono hw to spell.bt nt reali wad..i gt study leh.e math haven get bak yet.let's hope i get an a ..den chi i gt a..paper 2 so ezz.bt paper 1.haish..el b4..ok barz.din study much...both sci fail..sian larz.well aniwae i m nt goin to study till nov so heck lo...and well i m goin to make merry n b happi..life is abt being happi rite..

--signin off---
aLviN

Enough no more!

2005-10-07T14:12:00.000+08:00

haiz...still gt 2 more exams till salavation...bt nxt wk oso v sian..no 1 to go out wif..hu wan go out wif mi???!den nervous abt results lo...haish...studies exams results studies exams results..life is so boring...sometimes i feel tt is too much of a cycle..den v boring.y do we care abt results if 1 dae all tis will turn into naught...lame rite...ppl shld invent sm immortal pill den we can study all dae for all we care...bt heck...let;s enjoy life..b happi...tis wk is rather hetic.studies studies and studies..yay i tink i no nid drop a math le...den e math mayb can get high.bt physics...haiz..n my humanties like wan to die wan to die type...well my resoultion after exams is to make merry n b happi...hu wan join mi man...i m goin to enjoy for at least until 0.5 mth left of dec den chiong studies again..i will wan to go everiwhre of singapore man..hahaz...

signing offf
***aLviN***

slumbing down to the bottom of the world

2005-09-22T21:05:00.000+08:00

derrick yu r rite.i tink i gonna change myself.cant always help ppl and end up makin myself miserable.well i m goin to wash my hands off all this knotty and idiotic problem stirred up by an idiotic fool hu has nt better to do. he is jus a person hu uses his intellegence for the bad of mankind. the bane of mankind and the downfall of mankind. he is a animal hu can reflect the true evil of human wifout leaving ani trace of ani single milk of human kindness.he harm 3 ppl n well i cannt do anitin. since young i tot gd will truimph over evil.well i m wrong.v wrong.is nt gd will truimph evil. is the manipluating of feelings tt will b the victor in ani war.well i guz if i play the same game i cud probably play much better than yu. act pitiful sae words that doesnt haf ani meaning.isnt tt downgradin to the lowest level of human form. whenever i see yu i jus feel that the whole human population is evolving to b more selfish explotive and lack the love humans shd haf.perhaps in another century or so , we wil probably act n behave like animals. to everi1 hu read tis, i dun care hw yu tink or whether yu are pissed. i seriously DUN CARE !to my frenz(if yu still regard mi as 1) hu i failed to help yu and mayb made tings worst...i m sorry tt i m a failure n i will nvr asssume i m mr incredible animore. i m so sorry that instead of rescuing yu frm tis cycle created by an idiot, i push yu further into tis abyss. i hope tt yu all b more sensible and tink.is it worth it?frenship vs luv?lies vs truth?well..tt is the 3 final tings i gonna sae..dun regret wad yu do 2dae in the future.unmask his lies.aniwae nw if yu wan to tell mi anitin abt tis luv cycle which generated love n hate n sadness further,i wont deter yu bt honestly i dun reali care animore.i m WASHING MY HAND....i m nt angry wif ani of yu ...choose ur frens correctly and yu b nice and vice versa.i m jus disappointed tt i cannot do anitin n feel hopeless n despondent.

tis will be the ending of tis and probably i will b able to seek a new begining.i m so goin to lift my burden and harden my heart and take tings ez.i will enjoy my schling life and gl to these ppl.derrick tx for the tag cos it reali serve as a reminder that i shld nt do tis kinda stupid ting tt generate sadness for mi..well nt worth it.mayb doin bad tings can generate gd tings instead.life's ironic? rite?

***signing off***
aLviN

1st dae sch

2005-09-12T15:11:00.000+08:00

well 1st dae of sch so fast..i was like slpin in klass lo..hahzzz..well last sat is fun...went out wif yi xuan derrick n mok n andy..play lan..well mok quite gd lo...nvr treat ani of us..well andy worse i pay his lan for 1 hr jus by losin.haish...hahaz..den yx pawn andy head la...cool lo..den went arcade play play..aft tt andy went hm eat his mum food yx went hm dono do wad...den derrick wan meet sm1..at 1st dun wan tell mi hu and dun wan let mi go..den ch sae i noe de..i tot is elmo lo..hahaz..nvr did i tot is xin yi..hahaz..den i was like err...so we took taxi meet her...derrick paid..he rich wad.den we met xin yi lo...well she is nt as dao as i tot as she was and she reminded mi of sm1 hu used to b in her sch hu speak perfect el..well...nan yang gurls are all liddat ba..den we go coffee bean and drink coffee...tey drink cold 1...i tink hot will capture the essence of the coffee bt nvm...well den we walk all around orchard den we go hm...b4 tt we went to playground...well i gt to noe a new fr4en and tis is like 1 of the happiest dae of my schin life..well seems like last yr baz...bt too bad so fast exams..well life rakws and sux...

2dae is a great dae!

2005-09-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

2dae i play 7 hours of lan!!!!!!!!!!!hahaz!!!!i luv it man!kill ppl...kill all the displeasure i haf wif everi1...is nice lor...long time nvr see my 3 gd fren..the 3 frenz tt are so unscheming...oni crap tey haf...and damn nice la...the 1s 1 can relate to la...derrick andy n although mok is abit siao siao...cos of too much com...still better than lots of ppl...ahah...make mi forget troubles for awhile..den 2dae cum bak kanna disappointed again la...like 1 min ago..haiz...well den went to play pool...b4 tt eat macs....hahaz...pool damn fun la..i like 1 to 2 yrs nvr play la...den tyco ball go in..haha..den i gonna go hm early la...bt forgot take my ez link card...i ask directions run bugis la...den sian lo...rmb i din bring..den my 3 poor frenz haf to run la...tx guys...yu 3 rawk la...hahaz...if nt i b like so dead...aniwae...guys 2dae is fun..let's go more on tis..wif gurls best..hahaz...

end of the world...

2005-08-31T18:11:00.000+08:00

wad will it b when yu finally pass frm tis world..haiz...all tt yu work for n secure for will b gone...n worst memories..haiz...i feel so down..dun reali noe y bt tmr goin out...haiz..life is so miserable...ppl are so fake,...wonder hu noes the true meanin of life...haiz...y do ppl do harm to each other...smtimes sleepin is gd...dreamin of gd tings better...life is so fictioious...haiz...n changes are so much in everi1 n tings i nvr expect tt can happen happen...tings i prevent frm happenin happen...so workin hard is no gd...mus depend on fate...tings i wan to happen nvr happen...life is so screwed

yozzzz end of wk...

2005-08-26T15:47:00.000+08:00

many happi n sad tings happen...so i dun even noe hw i feel like..as a result i went crazy during history jus nw...smtimes life like no meaning lidadt..hahaz...see ppl pickin on trivial tings...live n let live...n ppl picking on ppl...life sux man...den lost my voice a few daes ago..cool hahaz...den tmr mayb goin out wif derrick n chin hao...

obs!

2005-08-19T20:22:00.000+08:00

nt bad ba..obs...quite fun bt nw my whole body ache like hell...haiz...so painful...i nvr do too much exercise le...i miss alot tings..frens...hahaz..bed...n my floor..wa so soft lo...went kayaking for 5 hr den go to trek...hahaz...the instructor ratehr gd baz...louis su..hahaz..v humorous...is quite nice act..

***signin off***
aLviN

yay

2005-08-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

we won the championships!yay!!!!hahazz...we goin to show our cups..so we are the chinese high of the west in scrabble..den ct over le..so happi..hahaz...wa...i super high!!!!wohoo!amelia yu rawk!

finally wk ending

2005-07-14T20:14:00.000+08:00

wow..finally the wk goin to end...is been a hard wk xiaz...sat gt the dinner..den i nt goin...den can go out destress...yay mon no nid go sch..so shuang

terrible horrible terrichible n horrichible dae

2005-07-12T18:07:00.000+08:00

i tell yu ppl i m v stressed nw....................haiz....i m so stress n nerd tt no 1 will believe i haf bcome tt...haha...i m studyin like hell...haiz haiz haiz...

yo

2005-07-11T14:57:00.000+08:00

well been bz so far.wif a math...becomin nerd le..hahahaz...study study study...smmore nw gt exam mood...dono y...hahaz...well scrabble bcome damn lousy le..hahaha...den gt com soon bt dave forgot to remind us...den still gt writin com.all this so stress xia...den amelia still sae she bz...mi den bz la...she oni guide the blind wad...hahha..jk amelia!!!well den mus do the lit project later...wa lau,,,i tink i mus slp le la...

***signin offf***aLviN

dun feel sad

2005-06-17T18:54:00.000+08:00

life is like being in a centre of clouds
sm clouds will block you frm danger
sm will block yu frm advancing
bt alas!
smtimes wind will blow new clouds to ur life
yet sometimes it will take some of dem away
smtimes the wind brings gd 1s n takes away bad 1s
bt it may be the direct opposite.
bt do not worry
the wind is constanly changing
clouds will turn into water
jus like everiting will turn to dust
nvr gif on the clouds as sm will block yu
thou yu dono hu
bt tis is life
as life goes on
yu will noe which clouds to trust
lesson is cheap at the infancy
learn nw better than later
wif everi lesson
i believe tt yu will b stronger

learn to take tings easy
den yu will see the simplicity of life
see the world wif ur heart
touch ppl heart
yu will feel the pure love people have
dun see everi1 wif a an awful eye
as doin tt makes yu awful too
dun bear grudges
or yu b bringin dem to ur graves
learn to live n let live
forgive n forget
den yu will see tt yu will live a happier life

*signing off***aLviN

hiezzy

2005-06-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

yo...tis holidae although gt do sm work bt is rather ok...sitll gt a wk to go..hahaha....hmm frenz more close le..haha..less anti social..lol...well..at least i achieved smth..bt these few daes i b so sad n lonely:((((

wa 2dae weather v nice xia!

2005-06-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

haha 2dae went physics den tot mr low angry..hahaz.den dave was crappin his wae thru n i was luffin my head off...hahaz...well he gt a wae wif tings xia..haha..no wonder so pro in hahaha...well...2dae went to c my frenster testimonails den found out i like abandon so much fren le..hahaz...mus socialize more again le..hahaz...get bak my contacts...like tis yr tis 6 mth abit cold cold le..hahaz..well...bt at least gt gain..hahaz...hmmmmmmmmmmm.....well after hafin 6 mth in s3...find out tt well is pretty fun ...haha..tings are so much more ez to do..like breakin rules n such
...ahha.,..hmmm well sounds like v bad hor..hahaz....well scrabble com nxt mth..haha...so fun...goin for team event...no stress de..no sweat.lose oso nvm..haha...so go tere n sightsee lo..hahaz....well i m so goin to enjoy myself in tis june holidae!n kudos to everi1 hu do tt!!!
***aLviN signin offf********

a nice dae...yet nt nice...

2005-05-19T21:29:00.000+08:00

well,i gt bak most of my results...fail a math..history a1..lit a2..chi c5...el b4...chem b4...ss b3...e math a1...n physics dono..well quite happi wif my results n smmore 2dae hear i top history..wow...ms tay annouced my name...haha..i was shocked..i slack for the paper lo..i so happi..haha..hmm i saw some1 blog 2dae...well..i feel tt resilence is the ability to withstand blows...n nt obliernate haha..i dono correct nt..change ba...ur own character...nvr let ur alter ego turn into ur own self...tis is vital...if nt yu cannot multi change peronanlity..well..aniwae i feel that yu can b changed de..dun b numb..tere is love in the world..reali...let loose ur misgivings and see the world once again..tis apply to everi1..life is beautiful..

***signing off***
aLviN

borin n uneventful dae

2005-05-14T18:07:00.000+08:00

2dae is such a borin dae...as usual...i rather go school...at least can crapp...went to auntie hse...hahaz.for 1 mth old baby...haha..den nw cum hm..goinfor bbq soon doqnstair...hahaz...den feel so empty inside..hahaz...mayb later callin sm ppl chat..v long nvr call ppl le..hahaz..my old grp of frenz..ahaz...nw scrabblin lo..as usual..aniwae i blogged le hor...dun sae i din blog...hahaz...yu noe hu laz...

signin off
aLviN

yoz

2005-05-14T18:06:00.002+08:00

yoz

2005-05-14T18:06:00.001+08:00

yoz

2005-05-14T18:06:00.000+08:00

yo ppl

2005-05-12T21:09:00.000+08:00

finally updated so long rite...hahaz...exams r over...hmm..nw scrabblin..hahaz..finally...den went out 2dae...went out last fri on my bdae..wif a snowgirl(piglet),slurpee and others n somemore a monkey is it?hahaz...zoo larz..haha..wadevaz..haha..well..gt a surprise n shock 2dae...well..i prefer none act bt nvm..i prefer the truth...hahaz...life is borin xiaz...hahaz...i wish smth gd is happenin to mi again..welll i m greedy..bt i hope it happen to mi jus like it happen a few wks ago..hahaz...

***signin off***
aLviN

hi

2005-04-29T13:55:00.000+08:00

yay..so much surprise after another.hahaz...den exams finally cumin nxt wk..n my bdae..hahaz...so old liaoz...so sad...

el exm

2005-04-26T23:08:00.000+08:00

2dae el exam...quite tough...den quasi is artifical...learn frm dave in scrabble i tink...den sun dave team won...merit...nt bad....hahaz..deni won 5 games..nt proud at all...if oni i challenge the team caps den my team wont get thrashed...haiz....bt still gt made sm frenz:)

el exam

2005-04-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

scrabble reali helps...2dae el exam quasi i put artifical..i tink dave told mi b4 or wad larz..hahaz...myb correct leh..den on sun dave team won...haha...so pro..i won 5..bt all nt so gd opponent so nt v proud...if oni can win sm chinese high den i b on cloud nine...bt still gt meet some frenz...hahaz..nt bad nt bad...

signin off aLviN

yozzie

2005-04-23T21:20:00.000+08:00

so excited...so stress...tmr gt scrable nationals...hahaz...yay can see sm pros n match dem le..hahaz..see hw i stand..hahaz..den can meet chuck too..den exams so stress..i hope i dun fail ani...

napha

2005-04-13T06:51:00.000+08:00

2dae napha...haiz..hope the standin broad jump wont pull mi down....den yst won 2 games in scrable...bt nt highest word...hahaz...my bingo reali sux..hahaz...aniwae to the some1 i referin to if yu read my blog,dun b too sad n i b tere fer yu always k:)cheer up:))))

***signin off***
aLviN

scrable com

2005-04-12T06:57:00.000+08:00

2dae gt the inter klass scrable com...cos of ppl shortage he allow mi join..yay..hopefully can win sm prizes and den nxt wk bro bdae no nid fan le..hahaz....

***signin off***
aLviN

hiez

2005-04-05T06:44:00.000+08:00

jus do a simple post for awhile..tis is great..no com no radio no hp nw...i hate tis xiaz...haiz...mayb u gettin hp myself..hmm...den scrable com i go to 2nd team haiz..so sian...b captain lo...won 15 matchs out of 15..did better than 1st team lo..den nxt tue inter klass scrable..i runner..lolz...borin..cant play..

***signin off***

yozzie

2005-03-27T20:15:00.000+08:00

on fri went to melia so called bdae party...hahaz...den go stayover..den tt ch like gif melia gerr number..den she call her..hahaz.make mi super pai sei..den after tt went for cousin get together...watch the eye 10..hahzz.super scary...all of us except my bros cover our eyes..even my guy cousin hu is like 18 tis yr..ahahaz...den go my cousin hse stayover..we went tere at 3am..den uncle cook..den play bridge till 6am..den went slp..hahaz..hope gt more of tis stayovers..so fun...hahaz...

***signing offf***
aLvin

Happi bdae aMeLiA

2005-03-24T08:23:00.000+08:00

Happi Bdae To Yu
Happi Bdae To Yu
Happi Bdae to aMeLia
Happi Bdae To Yu!!!

MAni HAppi Returns of the dae!!!
Be a happi 15th gal!!!yu rawk!!!

***from Luv***
aLviN

I will always be at ur side!!!!haha....

totally weared out!

2005-03-23T21:09:00.000+08:00

walau...3rd dae of sch den nw feel so sleepy...haiz...i tink i nid slp de lo...hahaz..super piggg..jus like wad gerr sae...hahaz...tmr amelia bdae..hahazzz...plan to stay till 12am to wish her happi bdae...dono can make it marz..bt for sake of her i musz...den still mus on com...cos i no more hp...hahaz...die le larz.tmr sure sick de larz...hahaz...dun plan go band tmr aniwae...hahaz...plan go hm b a pig...hahaz...

***signing off***
aLviN

a math dae?

2005-03-22T18:38:00.000+08:00

yoz pplz...2dae gt quite taxin lessons b4 recess den after recess slack larz..hahaz...erm den gt band...bt go band at 4.30...cos a math dae lo...hahaz..den went to 3p3 n crap wif rachel jian qin tey allzz..hahaz...den band gt new instructor..hahaz...den nw so tired..hahaz..wan slp le...den dono wad to buy for melia..hahaz...n xt..hahaz...den chu yi bdae like nxt fri..wa..goin broke..den 2 wks later is yx bdae...den i tt time nvr gif cheryl bdae present so plan to gif the same 1s for both of dem..hahaz

1st dae of sch...

2005-03-21T16:08:00.000+08:00

aya sch reali v borin..after the pe i feel so sleepy le..cant concentrate on lessons le...hahaz..almost sleep while starin at cher...hahaz..den go hm..play scrable chat wif amelia n play solitere wif my cousins..hahaz..i lost to him lor!hahaz..cant b blamed..i playin scrable n chattin wif melia lorz.hahaz...bt at least i won the scrable game:)))...den melia go offline wifout tellin mi..so bad ritez???:ppppp

***signing off***aLviN

sch reopening!!!!sianz diaozzz...

2005-03-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

walau tmr gt sch...act gd n bad..mus sit thru lessons or slp thru lessons...bt gd is can escape the clutches frm my parents...lolz...bt tey oso cant control too much...i wan go where oso can....lolz...so sianz...hmmz...nw dun wan do ani stupud work...jus wan slack thru...i v sian lez...haiz...ani1 gt remedy...i wan go out~!!!cant stand bein cooped up!!!

another borin dae???

2005-03-19T23:34:00.000+08:00

life is so borin wifout an invention called computer..i read smth abt b4 1980s tere is no word called boring..well..interesting..hahaz...went swimmin downstairs..din swim for like 3 mth thou swimmin pool was like downstairs?hahaz..i went to sunbathe myself toozzz..hahaz...put hyper lot of suntan lotion..hahaz...den...i went hm..on msn chat till nw..middle gt watch tv larz.hahaz...den chat wif alot pplz...den call amelia..b4 tt call ch..hahaz...looks like he makin his hyper super duper magically alluring (meLtiN the heArt) move soon..haha..i call tt melting the heart cos i can see a heart being warmed by luv..hahaz...hope ch stop being a coward n do tt..hahaz..tt b the ritest ting he eva done in his life?hahaz..nt reali...hahaz...hmmz...den i arhz...jus study mug..hahaz...so sad...wan cry le..my 3 'brudders' all gt target liaoz..hahaz..den i no...haha...pathatic..or mayb i gt...bt i dun wan to go n face it...hahaz...mayb i m a coward too...dun wan to get stuck n b swallowed into the tsunami..i mean,everi1 is selfish,sure is understandable i dun wan get yet another disappointment ritez..hahaz...

ren shen hao ku arhz..den sch reopenin le...can foresee lots of hw piling up...hahaz...den i jus formulated smth...to stop likin a person,yu can either like another person or to hate the person..mayb jus being unreasobable..hate the person...liddat b the fastest wae to stop likin ani1..haha..i prefer none...yet these 2 are the oni possible n able soultion...lolz...den tok to ppl i dun like tokin again...lolz...sian lo...hear all the preaches...lolz...wad is wrong xiaz....soul search urself laz...if yu reali tink wad yu done is rite...i seriously pei fu ni...let tian shou ni ba...try to reduce the sins larz...haiz...n stop botherin ppl larz...ppl oso nid to live yu noe...ppl oso wan to lead their own lives...ppl oso wan to start afresh...gif chance to ppl larz...y mus liddat..he bi na bi jue...haiz...perhaps wad i done is oni tantamount to wad yu done of a 1ooth?haiz...

***signing off***aLviN !!!frustatated!!!

wad an uneventful dae

2005-03-18T21:14:00.000+08:00

2dae was rather boring...other than lunch n dinner went out eat, i din go out at all..haha...hmm..den as usual use com play scrable..haha..i mus sae scrable becomes part of my life le..haha...helps kill time too..haha..den jus nw la...chatted wif amelia(hu ask mi to blog again, n nvr tag de lor), den germaine,n chen ying rachel n zs..haha..rachel no more braces le ba.haha..den shld b look nicer lo..lolzzz.hmm...nw watchin show lo..haha9pm channel 8..haha...cos of tis show yst went bak so early lo.haha...hmm i decided train n run for these few daes for napha..i dun wan to get bronze again..i wan silver..haha..cos my broad jump la...ahaha...hw to train arhz...haha...nxt mth scrable com..haha...oso mus train.den mid yr exams.stress xia!

***signing off***aLviN

freedom of flight

2005-03-17T23:15:00.000+08:00

hiez everi1..haha..amelia lar..ask mi blog..haha...if nt i go sleep le zzzz
hmm 2dae go out for the 1st time in tis holidae..so pathatic hor..haha...hmm meet chin hao den go orchard wif his frenz.haha..so bored...so decided to go out lor..den cos v curious to see chin hao crush soon to b stead lar.haha...hmm..quite chio ba she..chen ying..haah..den her fren germain quite chio too..more to the cute side..den...the other gal i forgot name le.gt stead de..looks like my senior in band lo...haha...den her stead..hair spike lar..like chin hao,....bt more shuai.haha..den i nvr spike..cos hair nt suitable to spike when soft..haha...hmm watch the son of mask..quite stupid...no plot..bt is ok bar..haha..pay for luffin..haha...nt bad...laughter is best medicne after all..hmm den went take neoprint..haha..btw i tink germain n chen ying look v diff frm neoprint..ch de n com frenster de...haha...den went dinnerin..tease ch n cy like mad..haha..so fun...haha..kae i abit physco..hmm den go hm..den amelia bug mi write testimonail...she arhz..haha...den i suddenly rmb i haven buy cheryl bdae present...like 3 2 mth nvr buy le..haha..shld i buy same 1s for yx cheryl n amelia..haha...ok...i shld end le..take carez everi1..
***signing off***aLviN

bad holidae

2005-03-13T16:48:00.000+08:00

tis is a bad holidae..i m muggin..instead of playin..haiz..thx to my results..hp get confiscated..haiz..yst scrable den kanna thrash..haiz...so sianz...den studyin a math e math.bro markin..haiiz....v de sian..den dad wad dun wan mi play scrable le.haiz...siao de lor...

i love you

2005-02-26T19:19:00.000+08:00

well,my com finally repair le...haha...i lazy repair it last wk...haha...hmm nw i can repair my own com le...if my com crash...haha...2dae went play scrable den go orchard den go jp...haha...so mani places xia...well 2dae is my 1 wk anivsary!!!!ahhahaha....i love yu!!!!!!!haha...den tis wkend nt mani hw...or rather i wont do lar...haha...i bad xiaz....ok...
***signing off***[aLviN]

holidae endin...yawn

2005-02-11T01:14:00.000+08:00

haiyo!y liddat!i wan go chinese high xia.tmr holidae..haha...jus returned back frm big uncle hse as usual...a routine..act can meet my fren de...den she go out...y liddat ?:(...hmm...tis yr lost money in blackjack.wa sei...1st time lor...always win money de.previous yrs win like 200 den dad will split cos share mar.nw lost 130 plus...haiyo...bt dad absorbed all lar...haha...tmr go sch...gt a math...so sianz....den v lee will check hw i tink...wad shld i do?haa...nvm...hmm so late haven slp...waitin for hair dry.if nt get headache tmr again...den yst slp at 4.play majong.woke up at 11am...den my mother cousin came.bt tis time quite early in the yr cum..2nd dae..lol...my parents quite small in the family...so always ard 5-7 dae den cum.dependin on sat or sun lor...my father rank 5,mother rank 4...or is it 3...lol..den sat goin gamble again.new yr=gamble...haha.i notice tt...hmm wan slp soon le...
***signin off***[aLviN]

happy cny every1:D

2005-02-08T23:21:00.000+08:00

yo pplz...hmm happi cny!i hope yu ppl enjoy ur dinner!well,i eaten mine in rich gold resturant....in chao chu kang tere...name sound grand thou bt nt tt grand as other resturants.suprisenly simple food taste ok...abalone thou sliced bt wif veg is nt bad.fish thou fried(mayb nt fresh) bt fried wif skill ..haha...shark fin at least gt shark fin...haha...thou uncomparable to the ah yat resturant,bt it is still ok barz...haha...hmm den b4 dinner play majong,after dinner play majong...i dun wan to play de lor.1st round lose 5.50,2nd rd lose 6.50...haha..my cny resoulation is to try nt to b so blunt n hurt ppl feelins...n i hope wadeva i lost i can gain it bak...n i wan to treasure those ard mi!!!:)...
***signing offf***[aLviN]

are there evil in ppl ?

2005-02-06T18:03:00.000+08:00

well jus watched i haf a date wif the vampire 3 finish...haha...finally...30 plus episoides i tink...haha...tis world is corrupted by evil bt tere are gd n if tere is no evil will tere b gd?tere b no diff...so well evil is natural...control evil...dun let evil control yu...well cny is cumin...haha...thou ang pao money forever in the bank,bt at least can gamble...thou i dun like to gamble alot...bt occassionally gifs some pleasure...haha....majong...a tinkin game...haha...exercise my brain xiazz...tmr gt ss hw...plan to do tmr...aniwae i noe hw to do wifout the txtbk even...bt is whether i wan to score well or nt...well...i tink i do tmr...i always no mood to do hw in wkends...lazy lar...haha...prefer smsin msnin n slackin.time i will nvr haf in sch daes...well gtg le...byezz...
***signin off***[aLviN]

at hm...slacking

2005-02-03T13:57:00.000+08:00

aha.din go sch 2dae.cos yst i was coughin quite badly.den my mum n dad tink better dun go sch barz...wan mi recover fast for cny...haha...den slack lor...go doc...waste 2 precious hr tere...haha.sian...missed a math test.wonder gd or bad.tt means mus c v lee again lar...alone...scary xiaz....haha...tmr nice dae barz.oni1 a math lesson.den early go hm...yay..den mon go sch den cny le.haha...cny eve goin bak to c old klassmate...i still haven decided barz

monday blues?or it isnt?

2005-01-31T18:22:00.000+08:00

y do i feel the world crashin on mi?like tere is nt to live for...haiz...yst went cny shoppin..bot a pink shirt.lolz.rawks man!2dae whole dae in sch v drowsy.thou mind is workin,my body dun seem to wan to co operate.sometimes feel ok,sometimes feel myself in limbo.in non existence.den went for an afternoon nap...feel better.dono better for awhile or wad...dono y this time take to recover so long..normally shld b a few daes.tmr if i nt goin for the chingay ting i tink i wouldnt wan to go for band le...haiz.tests after tests...2dae gt compre test.when will the test stop comin...even after cny still gt tests.somemore test wk.purposely wan is it...hw to enjoy?wad kind of life is tis man!life full of tests!test wad!el!math!etc!haiz....
*signing off*aLviN

sick mentally n physically

2005-01-29T14:38:00.000+08:00

when tere is a flu bug goin ard the klass i tot i wont get it cos ard mi all the ppl arent sick..bt as i nvr get any lucky prize in a lucky draw,i shui shui sick...yst i slp so early n i tot i oni haf sore throat.now after gorgin myself wif sandwiches n lunch i oni eat porridge,i feel terribly sick...no mood to do aniting...tink i may get worse.bt is alright.i rather the flu bug affect mi nw den later when cny is nearer...haiz...guz tis is the worse wkend i haf tis yr..2005..well tests after tests each wk make mi love weekend bt tis is so horrible...n disappointments overwhelmed mi tis wk...haiz..i tink i shld amend my sentence...tis is the MOST horrible wk!haizz...
***signing off***sickly fireflare

sian

2005-01-26T18:46:00.001+08:00

This is crazy lor...so mani tests...tink i superman arhx...sian diao...den i haven do history which is due 2dae.bt tmr mornin can hand in barz...aya...i miss holidae.bt at the bright side,there is more frenz to make n more useful tings to do...y does some ppl forget love so fast as if tey r changin clothes bt some ppl can take a century to forget their love 1s...is love so fragile...haiz...seein this kinda tings make mi feel sad n ke bei...wad is love...is love jus findin person hu will care fer u?or is it cos ur fren haf steads u mus haf oso...like a trend.tis is selfish!tis will hurt the serious party...well..i m sick of tis kinda person.hw i hope i can jus whish them away to another planet.haiz..enough of tis...i dun wan turn to zombie again...at least nw i m back to normal.2dae gt band.marchin...thou tougher n sweatier...it is so nice compared to stonin at a bench n hear sir preach...preach n preach n preach...he nt sian of sayin i sian of hearin leiz....haha..ok i gt to do my pile of nvr endin hw le...haha...
***signing off***fireflare(teliusweromin)aLviN

startin of a new week...wow...

2005-01-25T10:08:00.000+08:00

hey!i gt a blog!wow...ok to the girl hu helped make mi make my blog!i thx u at the 1st post i made!thx alot!noe u so short u help mi do liao...haha.hmm..she is...jun yi!noe u so short while den u help mi do liao.ur heart v gd!:)hmm as usual monday i feel so sian goin to the school...den flag raisin...den el lesson.wow write compo.ok i dun mind.i love writing.it is abt an extraordinary experience i have.n mine is so magical.may flunk xia.den finally bell ring..ring ring..hahaz.go hm...den kanna scoldin by mum when reach hm.walau...my white pants black nt my business lei...nt also i wear till black.it is called natural.y cant she understand tt.haiz.feel so stress.since young everytime tok reason wif her she jus sae i rude.wad crap man!no demorcracy.haiz.den i went to slp..even when she call mi open letter box i jus pretend to slp.i pro at tt man!learn since young.haha.den slp till dono when hp ring...amelia called.haha...she woke mi up again!bt nvm lar.nt her fault.is cos i too light sleeper le.n somemore i wan remain 24 hr contactable so at anitime ppl can call mi.haha.well,yx cut hair le..find it better than last time cos last time like jus come back frm a lab under explosion.nw more nice le.bt hor as usual the guys in my old klass went to go shoot her..wad is wrong wif her lor..she is quite ok wad...jus tt she gt some faults.bt she don even show those faults to my klass guys.dono y ppl hate her too.well mayb i noe.cos ppl hate mi oso.for no apparent reason.these ppl har..sian lor.ok le..i tink i wrote too long.bt nvm lar.1st post wad.

2005-01-20T21:56:00.000+08:00

vinguy
alvin